I understand. Even when I was married, I was single in so many ways. Travelling is so true, since I have been many places for business and each one was a lonely place when there was no one to share the awesomeness with. I wrote this story which highlighted a trip to Italy which masked the loneliness I felt. We will get there. I am optimistic.

https://medium.com/@jimfritzen/bongiorno-due-7b8bf7ce9151